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Empty
02:31
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Every morning when I wake up I have to contemplate getting out of bed
And I don't feel like going anywhere
No, I don't feel my life going anywhere
Every afternoon when I'm occupied
I feel I have stop to catch my breath
I have to wonder if it's worth it
Or should I let it run away from me?
Cause really, what's the purpose?
Why does it feel so hard to do everything?
Why
Tell me why
Why do I feel so empty?
Every night I lay in bed awake
With all these narrow minded thoughts
Running through this broken brain
I try to tell myself everything will be ok
But every fucking night ends up the same
I know that every story has a conclusion
And I know it doesn't always end well
But I know I've got a future and things are looking bright
So why does my life feel like hell?
I ask myself
Why does it feel so hard to do everything?
I ask myself why
Why
Why do I feel so empty?
I have friends who want to be there
I have a family that cares
I have everything that I say I need so why am I still crumbling
I'm washed up and dissolving
And I don't see that changing
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2. |
I Don't Care
02:55
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You keep going on and on with the same shit
And honestly I don't know if I can bear it much longer now
I don't care
About the way you hate my name
And everything that makes me me
Just because I'm not you
And I don't care about what you think is best for me
I know what I want
And I'm not wasting time on something that doesn't help
Keep working till late
Waste your life away
I don't care about what you think is best for me
I'm not you
I'm happy to say I've learned to think for myself
And I'm finally feeling like I've found where I belong
Moving past where I used to be
With my lack of passion and lack of identity
Are you able to say the same thing?
Did you ever have that at all?
And I don't care about what you think is best for me
I know what I want
And I'm wasting time on something that doesn't help
Keep working till late
Waste your life away
I don't care about what you think is best for me
I'm not you
Are you even listening?
You don't know what's best for me
It's plain to see
I'll be taking back my lead
You're always acting tough
I think it's time I called on your bluff
Cause I've had enough
You keep going on and on and on
And you keep going on and on and on
And you keep going on and on and on with the same shit
You keep going on and on and on
And you keep going on and on and on
And you keep going on and on and on with the same shit
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3. |
Ghost Town
03:56
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Yesterday I visited the vault inside my head
I broke down when I saw you and I
I went back to the time we spent all night awake in bed
Why’d that have change?
This morning when I visited the hole inside my chest
I realized it was shaped just like you
I guess I'll always see you as what could've been
What do you want me to say?
Yes you were my everything
What am I to you?
Just a car passing through a place I no longer fit in
We use to spend our nights driving through state lines
To a place where we could make something new
If you've made up your mind
I'll stop wasting my time because you threw it all away
Now our love is a ghost town
What's the point of all this anyway?
Just gonna turn your back and leave?
Left me thinking of what could've been
You were everything to me
What am I to you?
Just a car passing through a place I no longer fit in
We use to spend our nights driving through state lines
To a place where we could make something new
If you've made up your mind
I'll stop wasting my time because you threw it all away
Now our love is a ghost town
Sick of wondering why
Our love has left me empty inside
Wish we could turn back time to what we used to be
Now our town is empty
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4. |
Pissed and Stressed
03:35
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I'm sick and tired of never feeling put together
And I don't think that you realize, it's all because of you
Do me a favor, get the hell off my back
I'm pissed off
And stressed out
Why can't I ever be good enough
To give you what you're needing
Why can't you ever be open enough
To tell me what you're thinking
I'd promise you the world
But I don't think that could change your point of view about me now
Just tell me how
I'm sick and tired of never feeling put together
And I don't think that you realize, it's all because of you
Do me a favor, get the hell off my back
I'm pissed off
And stressed out
I'm sorry I haven't returned your calls
I'm finding myself stuck between
These classes that I hate
This job that I don't want
And trying to be all the things that you want me to be
Overall I'm just ordinary
What you're wanting is something more than I could ever be
Just let me breathe
I'm sick and tired of never feeling put together
And I don't think that you realize, it's all because of you
Do me a favor, get the hell off my back
I'm pissed off
And stressed out
And a big problem with me is I care too much what you think
It's got me overwhelmed
And I wish you let me breathe
It's just so hard
Some sympathy would be nice for once
I'm sick and tired of never feeling put together
And I don't think that you realize, it's all because of you
Do me a favor, get the hell off my back
I'm pissed off
And stressed out
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5. |
Tongue Tied
04:12
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I wonder if she heard my heart crack
When she walked out on me
The shattering muscles
Had to of been louder than the words that I couldn't put out
And I guess I'm feeling envious
Wish I could feel the way you do
When you tell me you don't love me anymore it only hurts me
Because I still do love you
And I don't know what to say to you
Nothing feels right coming from my lips
No matter how hard I try to think about it
The words get stuck somewhere between my head, my heart, my mouth
They won't come out
I find myself idling
I don't know what to do
For the longest time
When I've open my eyes
My whole days revolved around you
And I'm stuck, slipping on words when you're around
And we both know I'm feeling so tongue tied
And I don't know what to say to you
Nothing feels right coming from my lips
No matter how hard I try to think about it
The words get stuck somewhere between my head, my heart, my mouth
They won't come out
Got me feeling so tongue tied
I'm sick of not knowing what to say around you
It feels so wrong
We used to spend everyday talking about
How much our lives have changed
Since we came together
And we'd stay the same
Even 20 years later
Or so you'd say
I don't know when that all changed
And I don't know what to say
Nothing feels right coming from my lips
No matter how hard I try to think about it
The words get stuck somewhere between my head, my heart, my mouth
They won't come out
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6. |
Verdant
02:31
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I'm back to the same routine
I'm awake at 4am
Without a reason
And I've never felt so alone
I could blame it on the seasons
But when winter passes and everything starts to grow
I think everyone will know
That I'm still not happy with how things left with you and me
And these late nights
And this dark mind
Make me wonder why you'd leave
But what if I came back to you?
Would we go back to what I was used to?
Would we stay up late reckless and manic
Till something inside me flourished?
Or am I just another weed to you?
I just wanna feel like I have a reason to still be here
I just wanna feel anything but helpless
I just wanna be something prominent in whatever I end up doing
I just wanna be something verdant
So what if I go back to you?
Would we go back to what we used to be?
Can we try to be artful and emphatic?
Reckless and manic till something inside me flourishes?
Or would you leave me with the weeds again?
I'm sick of the same routine
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7. |
Disconnect
04:04
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I want to be free
I want to be more than I currently can be
I want to live every day a whole world away
I want to live life with my hair down for a change
I wish I could find my own way
I wish I had nothing holding me back
I wish I had a life to call my own
I wish I didn't feel tied down to home
And I guess it's called a disconnect
I feel like I should be anywhere but here
I hate feeling trapped, that's what I'll always be
Trapped in a body that doesn't belong to me
Truth be told I'm feeling sick
Sick of how I've been dealing with all of the bullshit
Just leave me alone
Give me space to breathe and give me time to grow
And I'm sick of feeling detached from everything
And I'm sick of me
I hate feeling like this isn't me
I hate feeling like I steal the air that I breathe
I hate feeling like I'm wasting away, waiting for fate
I hate feeling like this is all for nothing
Is this all for nothing?
And I guess it's called a disconnect
I feel like I should be anywhere but here
I hate feeling trapped, that's what I'll always be
Trapped in a body that doesn't belong to me
Truth be told I'm feeling sick
Sick of how I've been dealing with all of the bullshit
Just leave me alone
Give me space to breathe and give me time to grow
And I'm sick of feeling detached from everything
And I'm sick of drowning in my own head
I guess it's good to know that this is all so small
Just a drop in the ocean
Another road leading home
10 years from now
I won't remember the things holding me down today
And knowing I'm not the only one staying up late
Contemplating the life that I've made
Well maybe it's ironic but it helps me get to sleep
Cause at least it's not just me
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Something Missing Jackson, Michigan
Emo Pop Punk band from Michigan.
Something Missing Is:
Mica Klave - Vocals,
Guitar
Jake Smith - Bass, Vocals
Gavin Gallagher - Guitar
Kyle Berry - Drums
Contact us at: SomethingMissingBand@Gmail.com
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