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June
03:18
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I'm sick of the sullen attitude here
It seems like this whole place is dragging itself down
I'm reliving the past wondering why it never lasts
And I'm counting the days till June
Not that that'll change anything
It's gotten so lonely here
I'm watching people leave everyday
I'm seeing signs from all my friends who’ve left me
Their ghosts still haunt me everyday
I just need some time and space
I need to get myself out of this place
I need to find something worth hanging onto
Before my branch of the family tree breaks
I feel lost when I'm at home
I feel the weight of all my stress pushing down at the same time
And I can't take it anymore
I've been facing my failures
Before they put me into my grave
I won't play their games
It's gotten so lonely here
I'm watching people leave everyday
I'm seeing signs from all my friends who’ve left me
Their ghosts still haunt me everyday
I just need some time and space
I need to get myself out of this place
I need to find something worth hanging onto
Before my branch of the family tree breaks
Why am I afraid?
(Why am I afraid?)
I don't have anything keeping me here anymore
Why am I so afraid
(Why am I so afraid?)
I'm sick of wondering about my purpose
Just hold on till June
(Hold on till June)
And hope that everything works itself out
Just hold on till June
(Hold on till June)
Hope I either figure my own shit out or something else makes me go
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2. |
Break
02:56
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I fell apart again
Feeling discouraged to take every single breath
Everything hurts again
And I can't shake the shitty feeling that I'll never be enough
I'm tired of feeling like this
I'm tired of trying so hard
I’ve been down on myself for so long
I don't know what it means to be proud of myself
I constantly need to be more
I constantly need to be better
I'm trying my best
But I'm under all the pressure
And I'm about to break
When nothing is good enough, why bother trying?
It's hard to stay motivated with anything
I always just end up depressed
I try to think rationally
Try to look at things from the outside
I'm trying to be happy with myself
But I can't shake that feeling that I'll never be enough
I'm tired of feeling like this
I'm tired of trying so hard
I’ve been down on myself for so long
I don't know what it means to be proud of myself
I constantly need to be more
I constantly need to be better
I'm trying my best
But I'm under all the pressure
I don't know why I'm never happy with myself or proud of what I've done
No matter how well things are going it'll never be enough
I'm uncomfortable at best and self destructive at my worst
I'll never feel at home
And I'll never quite feel like I'm whole
I may never quite feel like I'm whole
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Since you've been gone, I've felt abandoned
Like a ship without a sail
I want my feet back on the ground
But the current's keeping me away
It's like my chest has been hit with a hammer
The feeling of loss is so blunt
Trying to come to terms and learn to cope
But that's easier said than done
Things haven't felt right since you've been gone
I feel like I'll never know what it's like to be at home again
I'll keep spending my nights alone in every crowded room
I'll stay distant forever
I keep going back to the lake
To try to find some inner peace
But all I'm finding are memories
I feel lost and so alone
I got the feeling of hopelessness
I got the feeling of loneliness in my chest
I never got to say goodbye
And I can't stop my mind from repeating all the things I wish I'd said
I try to shake it off, I can't shake it off
How will I find closure?
I'm so alone
And now I can't stop shaking
Things haven't felt right since you've been gone
I feel like I'll never know what it's like to be at home again
I'll keep spending my nights alone in every crowded room
I'll stay distant forever
I've been despondent
Self destructive
I've been explosive and unreserved
I've been angry at the world
It doesn't seem real
I thought you'd be here
I thought you'd never go
But now I'm so alone
I'll never know how to feel at home
I'll never know how to feel at home
I'll never know how to feel at home
Why'd you have to go?
I'll never know how to feel at home
I'll never know how to feel at home
I'll never know how to feel at home
Why'd you have to go?
I went back to the lake
Thought of all the time we had
And although it was short lived
I wouldn't take a minute back
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4. |
Lost in My Head Again
03:08
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Everyone told me it doesn't get easier
I told myself it had to
But it's kinda just stayed the same
I'm still miserable
And stuck in my own head
Never comfortable where I am anymore
I'm lost in my head again
I don't know where to begin
So I'm thinking about the ending
Undeserving and under the weather
It's all I've ever been
It sounds so dumb when I say it
But lately I feel like I just deserve the bad
And the good things aren't meant for me
They just happen by chance
And my chest hurts
From the weight on my lungs that I feel with every breath
I'm tired of feeling sick when I know that I'm healthy
I'm tired of being tired all the time
I'm lost in my head again
I don't know where to begin
So I'm thinking about the ending
Undeserving and under the weather
It's all I've ever been
All I've ever been
I wanna be something more than a memory
Something more than a thing that was
I wanna get better
What's it mean to be better?
I want out of my head
Get me out of my head
I'm lost in my head again
I don't know where to begin
So I'm thinking about the ending
Undeserving and under the weather
It's all I've ever been
All I've ever been
I wanna be something more than a memory
Something more than a thing that was
I wanna get better
What's it mean to be better?
I want out of my head
Get me out of my head
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Time
03:26
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An all too familiar scene
I'm awake at three in the morning
It's been two years and a lot has changed
I guess that hasn't
I still can't sleep at night
I still get lost inside my head
Desperate to find a way out
I step outside to calm my mind
Is this really what I want for my life?
This is everything I've ever wanted
Feels like misery to me
I should be grateful, I should be happy
But when I look at who I am now
Someone who knows nothing
Acting like they got it all figured out
I look up at the night sky
The void pulls me in
I'm overwhelmed in all the vastness
It's everything, but somehow feels like nothing
I'm nothing
It's all I've ever been
So I ask myself again, what's the purpose?
Is this really what I want for my life?
This is everything I've ever wanted
Feels like misery to me
I should be grateful, I should be happy
But when I look at who I am now
Someone who knows nothing
Acting like they got it all figured out
My anxiety calls out to me
With the desperate calls for nothing
(Am I doing the right thing?)
Am I doing the right thing?
(Am I doing the right thing?)
My depressions calling out to me
With the self destructive mantra
(Am I doing the right thing?)
Am I doing the right thing?
(Am I doing the right thing?)
I take a deep breath
Try to let my thoughts subside
I'm doing everything I can to keep myself alive
Take another deep breath
Look at the night sky
Maybe it's dark, but in a few more hours the sun will rise
My breathing normal now
My lungs can rest
Things will get better in time, I just need to let time pass
I collect myself
At least for now
And I decide inside myself to wait it out
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Something Missing Jackson, Michigan
Emo Pop Punk band from Michigan.
Something Missing Is:
Mica Klave - Vocals,
Guitar
Jake Smith - Bass, Vocals
Gavin Gallagher - Guitar
Kyle Berry - Drums
Contact us at: SomethingMissingBand@Gmail.com
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